What to do when your heart is broken. When you feel defeated; neglected and unimportant?
LICKING WOUNDS IN A COFFEE BAR
I use to carry a notebook and a pen with me everywhere I go. I would make an outing out of sitting in a coffee bar. Sipping a coffee; smoking a cigarette and writing away in a note pad. I would draw and scribble and write about my frustrations. I would let it all out and it would make me feel better.
I’m currently sitting in a coffee bar. Two books I really want to read in front of me and yet disappointment overwhelms me. Reasons are seemingly unimportant. It has brushed away, forgotten already. I’ve been told to “deal with it”. Deal with it I will have to. When I am ready. Today i I will look at pretty pictures, inspire myself to stay motivated; work for what I want and push harder.